I grew up on a farm in a holler in a small town
called Tollesboro. As a child I explored the woods and creeks around my family
home and pretended I was exploring the world. I dreamed of moving some place
exciting where I could meet lots of people and have a whole bunch of
sophisticated experiences. The books I read voraciously shaped what I imagined
those sophisticated experiences would be.
When I left Tollesboro to attend Eastern Kentucky
University in Richmond, Kentucky, I felt like I was on my way to making those imaginings
real. I could take walks at midnight under the streetlights while enjoying the
moon and the stars. There was always someone to talk to and meet on campus. Going
downtown to whole streets of bars where I could dance the night away gave me a
sense of what I envisioned as the city life, at least at the time.
While at Eastern, I also discovered The Pinnacles,
a wonderful hiking experience in Berea, Kentucky. It’s not as famous as places
like Natural Bridge or Red River Gorge, but it offers beautiful views and tends
to be much less crowded. There are even little alcoves just off the trail where
one can find a private moment to enjoy the view with relatively little
interruption.
On a recent visit to Kentucky, my attempts for
nostalgia were met with the progress time brings. While much of campus remains,
much has also changed. The streets filled with bars had been converted to
buildings housing family court services. The Pinnacles had changed so much I
barely recognized the trail and couldn’t be sure if I found my favorite perch.
We often think everything we leave behind stays just
the way we left it…
A few years ago while doing research for a novel, I
visited the Kentucky Horse
Park
and Cumberland Falls, two popular Kentucky destinations, because my characters
will visit both. I wanted to refresh my memory because it had been years since
I’d visited either.
I spent a day by myself at the Kentucky Horse Park
touring the grounds and looking at the history of the horse, seeing horses in
shows representing myriad cultures, and reengaging with the relationship
between horse and human as seen from the human perspective. As I walked around
this park dedicated to celebrating the horse and looked into the eyes of horses
in the pastures and the stables, I, perhaps for the first time, wondered if the
horse would describe the relationship in the same way...
The next day a close friend from college and her
daughters accompanied me to Cumberland
Falls. Carved into the middle of a forest, Cumberland
Falls stands as an undeniable example of the power of nature. I stood next to
the waterfall and stared at it feeling a bit discombobulated, I barely noticed
when my friend and her daughters stepped quietly away. I stared at a waterfall
I’d seen a couple of times prior in my life, but it felt different somehow. I
couldn’t quite figure out why it didn’t match the waterfall in my memory. As I
relaxed into the moment and released the memory, I saw the beauty and heard the
power of the water crashing over the fall and splashing back up.
There’s a sense every time I return to Kentucky that
nothing has changed yet everything is different. I see it in the faces and the
rolling hills. I recognize it in small towns clinging to yesterday and horse
farms lost to new development. I feel it in relationships that have changed
even though the affection remains. I hear it in the words spoken and the ones
that go unspoken.
Growing up I longed to leave Kentucky, and I did,
but Kentucky has a hold on my heart that never lets go. It repeatedly pulls me
back and reminds me who I am at my core. My writing is informed by Kentucky
more than any other place I’ve lived or visited. My descriptions of place tend
to reflect my place of my birth.
I want to close with a poem I wrote several years
ago when I was feeling particularly nostalgic for the Kentucky of my youth. It
appears in my book of poetry, Memory in Silhouette.
Memories of Kentucky
Summers
The lush green
hills of Kentucky
Humidity-laced,
tobacco- scented air
Sunshine casting
a blue tint on grass
Fields of corn
waltzing in the air
Horses grazing
lazily
Tails swatting
flies from their backs
Cattle wading
belly deep in a cool pond
Long, hot days
in the fields
Trying to look
attractive in shorts and bikini tops
Sweat trickling
between breasts
Picking green
beans, tomatoes, and blackberries
Hoeing fields of
tobacco
Preserving
garden food for winter
Swimming in the
local creek
Exploring the
woods around the house
Softball at the
old vacant red brick school
Drive-in movies
with friends
Passing notes
about boys during church
Sundays playing
cards at Grandma and Grandpa’s house
Friends and
family wandering in and out of the game
Talk of crops,
rain, and gardens
Catching up on
the latest news and gossip
Laughter amidst
hard work
Kentucky summers
growing up
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T. L. Cooper is an author and poet whose work aims to
empower and inspire through an exploration of the human condition. Her poems,
short stories, articles, and essays have appeared online, in books, and in
magazines. Her published books include a collection of short stories, Soaring Betrayal, her Silhouette Poetry Series, and a novel, All She Ever Wanted. She grew up on a
farm in Tollesboro, Kentucky. When not writing, she enjoys yoga, golf, hiking, and
traveling. She currently lives in Albany, Oregon with her husband and three
cats.
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T.L. I thoroughly enjoyed reading your post today and can relate to so much that you said. I was born on a farm near Kirksey, in West Kentucky. Through the Kentucky State Poetry Society, I have close friends in East Kentucky (including the late Jesse and Naomi Stuart) and have attended many meetings in the state parks in that area. I also spent a week at Berea College in a reading workshop when teaching in Paducah so your vivid descriptions brought back many fond memories. I,too, write poetry, short stories, articles, and novels. Like you, I have lived many places, including England, due to my husband's work but I am now back in "my comfort zone" living in Paducah and wintering in Florida. I think we would find a lot in common to talk about if we should ever meet. I hope you can return to your beloved Kentucky later in your life if this is your wish but I know you will keep it in your heart even if your life is elsewhere.
ReplyDeleteLinda Swift LSwiftR@aol.com
Lovely post, T.L. I've never lived in Kentucky, but I've driven through it many times on my way from Tennessee to West Virginia. It's a beautiful state. I especially enjoyed passing the horse farms and the castle.
ReplyDeleteYour Kentucky post made me want to visit, explore and enjoy this special state. Wishing you happiness and enjoyment. elliotbencan(at)hotmail(dot)com
ReplyDeleteMy family comes from southeastern Kentucky, so I've spent a lot of time in the state -- beautiful place! Whenever we'd head down there, I couldn't wait to see the mountains again.
ReplyDeleteGee, though I have visited Kentucky I didn't realize how much it is like my home state of Arkansas! Beautiful post, much enjoyed. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteI had a sister-in-law from Kentucky, so I've been to Louisville. I think I'd prefer to see more of the countryside.
ReplyDeleteThank you all for your wonderful comments! I'm so glad you enjoyed seeing my home state of Kentucky through my eyes!
ReplyDeleteIt's so wonderful to explore how our states influence us and we influence them. I always love learning that we all actually have more in common than not...
I so appreciate everyone taking the time to read my post and particularly to comment on it!
All the best to each of you!
Hugs!